The Diary of a Mistress

i WATCH U PULL ON YOUR J3ANS,BUCKLE UR BELT, & GRAB UR KEYS
TH3N U BUTTON UR SHiRT AND SLiD3 ON UR SHO3S WiTH 3AS3
i SiT MY TH3 B3D WiTH AN 3XPR3SSiONL3SS FAC3
AS U RUSH TO SAV3 TiM3, LEAViN NO TRAC3
U WASH3D AWAY TH3 3ViD3NC3 iN TH3 SHOW3R W3 TOOK
U SATISFi3D UR HUNGER OFF MY BODY & TH3 DiNN3R i COOK3D
U SAiD U LOV3D M3 & Y3LL3D MY NAM3 iN GR3AT PASSiON,
Y3T THiS CANT B3 TRU3 B/C THiS AFFAiR AiNT EVERLASTiN`
U KiSS MY N3CK AND SAY U WANT 2 B3 WiTH M3 4 3VA,
BUT U RUSH & L3AV3 WH3N 3VA W3 AR3 TOG3TH3R
i ASK WHY CANT U JUST L3AV3 TH3 1 U WiT 2 B3 WiT ME
U SAY NOT NOW BABY GO BACK 2 SL33P.
TH3 TRUTH iS U WiLL N3V3R L3AV3
U'LL UNLOCK MY S3CR3T TR3ASUR3S 4 AS LONG AS U HAV TH3 K3Y.
UR GURL MAY B3 CLU3L3SS ABOUT WHT U DO B3HiND H3R BAC,
BUT TRUST, UR NOT G3TTiNG AWAY WiTH N3 THiNG LiK3 DAT,
THiS iS WHT i THiNK AS I S33 H3R NAM3 FLASH ACROSS UR PHON3
U KiSS M3 ON TH3 WAY OUT TH3 DOOR SAYiN BAB3 iM GON3,
BACK TO UR GURL WITH SUM STUPiD Li3
WHiL3 iM L3FT 2 THiNK OF U & CRY.
NOTHiN WiLL EVA COM3 OF US CUZ UR NOT R3ADY 2 CHANG3,
SO Y NOT MAK3 iT 3ASi3R ON TH3 BOTH OF US & 4G3T WHT W3 BCAM3
AS TiM3 GO3S ON AND U SLOWLY B3GAN 2 4G3T,
H3R3S A R3MiND3R OF US, TH3 DiARY OF UR MiSTR3SS.


This was actually not entirely made up. Heres the story...
School had just started and I had new classes with new people. Well in one of my classes there was this annoying boy name Lonnie (not really). I remembered him from my freshman year when he use to ride the bus but we weren't close. The first 9 weeks of the class we grew closer. I didn't want to but it happened. He had a girl friend, Jenna (not her real name either). She was so quiet, shy, and crazy in love with Lonnie. That bothered me that I new her yet I still kept messing with Lonnie. We began to hang out more and and do more things. Everyone in the school began to find out...Well people couldn't wait to tell her and when she found out her reaction shocked me...She gave her virginity to him just to keep him! At first I was stuck on stupid, then I vowed never to be like her. Not long after that I realized as long as continued to mess around with him, he could continue to play us both. I left him alone and haven't regretted my decision since. They are still together, though I don't fell sorry for Jenna anymore because she continues to settle for what she has. Evey moment she isn't around he is who is and some girl fills hers spot.She's too naive to see it. I keep thinking...why if they love each other would he continue to do this to her? Why does she continue to overlook it?